Another snippety-doo-dah…before I turn in for the night. I could keep going, but I will be sad and tired in the morning.
EXCERPTY SNIPPETY DOO DAH:
He straightened at the familiar way she, a stranger, addressed him. “I thought for sure you’d gone for good.”
She looked at him solemnly, her eyes narrowed, before she shook her head. “No. I haven’t gone.”
Unexpected relief rushed through him, and he cursed it as much as he’d cursed his prick’s interest before. He didn’t want to wish to impress her, no matter how nice it had been to hear her praise the job he’d done. His gaze fell upon a few of the items he’d yet to tidy – one of them a small portrait of Larissa he hadn’t been able to figure out where to put.
Larissa had ever wanted what she didn’t have; she thought nothing of stealing a lover or wheedling someone out of a bauble if she thought it would suit her better than it would a companion. She’d kept Alaric longer than many of her suitors and accepted his proposal, but she hadn’t become his wife.
Yet how would she feel should she see him on bended knee to another? She could scarcely bear to watch her favorite horse being ridden by a groom or her cast-off gowns on the backs of her servants. How would she feel to see Alaric bent to another woman, even one hired for the purpose?
Perhaps especially one such as that?
Alaric looked the Handmaiden in the eyes. “I plead your mercy for my behavior earlier. It was inexcusable.”
“It was excusable,” she said quietly. “Perhaps not pleasant, but you had your reasons. However, I expect we shall not need to ever have such a discussion ever again.”
By the Void, he’d struck her, hadn’t he? If not struck, shaken. A flash of the memory came to him and the heat of shame sent him to his knees without a second thought. “I plead your mercy,” he muttered. “I should never have taken a hand to you in that manner.”
After what felt like a lifetime, he felt the soft touch of her hand on top of his head. He lifted it to look at her. The Handmaiden, whose name he still didn’t know, gave him such a look of sweet compassion he wanted to weep.
“I forgive you. Make no more of it, Alaric. What matters not what you did but what you shall do.”
“And…what shall I do?” He asked.
She smiled. “Why, whatever I tell you to, of course.”

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