Ok, since Supernatural went into reruns or whatever for the summer, my Thursday nights are bleak. To tell you the truth, I guess I suck as a fan, because I don’t watch the reruns on Thursdays. I’ve seen all the episodes and have them all on DVD or my computer (LEGALLY, people, support what you love with your wallets or else it might not be there for you to love it) and this time of year is a mess with trying to get stuff done before the kids get out of school for the summer.

Which is today.

Ahem.

Anyway, I don’t watch a lot of fan videos regularly but one popped up on my FB highlights list and I thought, why not. It turned out to be basically an ode to Dean Winchester weeping and being emo and angsting, and lemme tell ya, folks…

I FREAKING LOVE IT WHEN DEAN CRIES.

Now, this is strange to me, since I gave up on LOST because I couldn’t stand how often Jack cried. Like, literally, I once said, if Jack cries in tonight’s episode I’m not watching any more. And then he cried. And I don’t watch it any more. (though I wish I did. I loved LOST. A lot. I just…lost me.)

Anyway.

So I’m watching this video and I’m sort of all emo and full of woe and angsty but also content and replete, because while today IS the last day of school, I also finished my second or third or however many passes through it was (lost track) through NAKED, and I sent it off for critique, which means I am actually ahead of the game for the summer. I still have plenty of work to do, but I’m not frantic about it at the moment.

Frantic will come when I started working on editing Selfish is the Heart and I again feel full of suck. I also have to write a short Spice Brief which should be fun and not to taxing on me old goluva, droogies, but we’ll see. Such things has a way of turning on you, dunna you know it.

But for now, in this moment, with a Coke Zero at my side and the possibility of purchasing the new Killers album on the horizon, with my children not yet home and a gray sky, I’m content with my lot in life.

Actually, I had a whole lot more stuff but for some reason it got lost and all that got saved was this, so let me say that I just love Supernatural and I love Dean and I love Jensen’s single tear action.

That is all.

That is probably enough.

M